Not So Good On The 31st
It's day 31 of documenting 2025 This is one of those days, my friend. When I don't feel like it. But I have to keep going. Even if I screw up. Speaking of screw-up, I didn't do anything right yesterday. I was moody. Like really down....tears and all. A call from a friend cheered me up a little. And to avoid getting moody again, I distracted myself with a movie series. I didn't stay up late, either. Neither did I read Tony's book. (Apologies if you don't learn anything from this post...) Right now, I'm wondering if I'm going through an existential crisis. The thing is, I'm going to be 21 next week. I wouldn't say I'm excited as I was yesterday. The excitement quickly got replaced with a realization. I'm getting older. (Wiping away tears as I type 😪) Maybe it's the pressure I put on myself but I feel I'm not doing enough. I'm not working hard enough. And I was thinking if my environment is contributing to it. I...